Does anybody else lose your posts? I have done it so much. Just one slip of the finger and a whole manuscript gone... any suggestions???
Okay, as I rewrite. After missing all the deadlines for Fall semester last year, I found out today that I had been accepted in the Nurse Practitioner program at the University of South Alabama. I would be doing most of my stuff online, except for my clinicals. Now that I actually have the acceptance letter in my hands, I am scared to death!! How in the world am I going to do this? To be perfectly honest, I have had my doubts and confusion, but I really feel that the desire to return to school is from God. I really feel that He wants to use me in ministry for Him. Whether it is a mission trip once a year or something more I do not know. I also do not know about the timing? Why would God call me to go back to school with 3 small children?? But I also know that everything He calls us to do is not easy or without fear. So, I am praying that I will know for sure and be affirmed in my decision to return to school, if that is what God wants me to do. If not please Lord, could you slam the door in my face. I am kind of dense and I need you to shout at me so I will hear you!!!! I just want to do what I am supposed to do, when I am supposed to do it!!! When you pray, will you please pray that God will open the door wide or slam it in my face, so I will know what I am supposed to do!
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