I am just going to start where I am. God is so at work in our lives. He has been preparing my heart for adoption for as long as I can remember. I am so convinced that His timing is perfect. I remember considering 2 biological children and then adoption, and then God brought us M. I can't imagine life or our family without M. I am so thankful for His perfect timing and not mine. We are not ready... Unprepared physically, emotionally, financially, and spiritually. I know if we wait for all of this we will never do it. I read a devotion just the other day that talked about God doesn't need us to be ready, just to be willing. He will take care of the ready part. I can already feel that this journey is so beyond me. So out of my comfort zone, beyond my realm of control..., but I still feel God's calling. It is stronger than I have ever felt his call. I also feel a peace about this call. I am finding answers about my place in ministry that for so many years I have struggled. I am so excited to begin this journey. I know that our lives will forever be changed.
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