Growing Up

My baby is getting so big. She is 9 going on 25. Tonight she and 2 friends are spending the night. It is so natural for her to want to be with her friends, but it is so hard to let her go. She is with great sweet friends that I am so thankful, but I miss her. I am sure this is just a taste of what it feels like for kids to grow up and leave home. I know this is just a process in growing up and becoming independent. Part of me just wants to lock the door and keep her inside with me. I've never really thought about how unselfish it is to let your kids grow up. If I did what I wanted then I would keep her with me. I love hanging with her, just us. When she came to me looking so grow up begging to go to her friend's house, I wanted to say no! You have to stay with me-just because you are mine. I know she is really not mine. She is Christ's, and I am so thankful for that. He knows and loves her more than I ever could. Thank you Father for bringing my daughter into my life and help me savor each and every moment I have with her!